Weight Loss Journal, Day 2 Part 2

I would just like to say for the record that it's interesting how easily old habits rear their ugly heads when you're not paying attention.  Already I'm sitting here in a state of despair (well, despair's a heavy word but I'm feeling dramatic right now) over the things I can't eat anymore.  And not even that I can't eat them, because I can eat anything I want.  It's the VOLUME that I'm already missing.  Tons and tons of food, so much food I can hardly fit it all in.  Why so much? Why isn't enough enough? I wish I knew...